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Too Sad to Fall Asleep

by Corey Bates

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1.
Brooklyn 03:14
He said "That's nice I hope you had a good time In this city of mine That's sweet That you fell for me But you're out of mind Well out of sight at least Hope you come back to Brooklyn soon Or maybe not That's really nice That you told me how you felt last night But I don't know what to do All my friends Can't wait to see you again I'm confused I don't know what you want Or how it'll go Now you've gone home That's nice I'm glad you had a good time In this city of mine That's sweet That you fell for me But I am fine On my own tonight" That's nice I really had a good time In that city of yours And your friends Seem to like me more Than you ever did So I left without a kiss And I'll come back To Brooklyn someday And if you see me I hope you wave And ask how I am And say "that's nice" When I say "I am fine"
2.
I don't wanna be called beautiful anymore At least not the way you say it as you're walking out my door I don't wanna hear you say my name Cause when you say it It sounds like you're Saying it in vain Saying it in vain Little bruises as reminders of my transgressions I get lonely when the sun goes down I will call whoever will come I will be forever young At heart I am sure I'm a little immature You are old But not wise Truth be told I don't wanna be called beautiful anymore At least not the way you say it as you're walking out my door I don't wanna hear you say my name Cause when you say it It sounds like you're Saying it in vain Saying it in vain
3.
I can feel on my lips I can taste you on my tongue Oh but I haven't kissed You in so long I can see you in my dreams And hear you in those songs You're in all the books I read Even after you're long gone It's not as simple as forgetting It's not as easy as moving on You left an imprint On me And it won't come off You like to take me dancing You like to get me drunk While you do lines in the bathroom And call your girlfriend once she's mad enough Now you're rolling through a Sunday Going dark before the moon Even has a chance to greet us Flying higher than I've ever seen you It's not as simple as forgetting It's not as easy as moving on You left an imprint On me And it won't come off I'll drive you home in the morning When everyone else is in bed And you'll tell me that you're sorry For the way you treated me back then I'll live within mixed signals You're lips against my head As I fall back into taking care of you again It's not as simple as forgetting It's not as easy as moving on You left an imprint On me And I don't think I'll ever get it off
4.
Rusting 04:23
I met you at the start of Spring I wanted to keep you more than anything You left me with a broken heart But that's not even the worst part You don't know I still dream of you That everything I said that night well it wasn't true I'm scared of commitment but I'd change for you If you wanted but you don't so I'll leave Everyone wants to have their wishes granted Everyone wants to follow their dreams Everyone wants to be wanted It's not just me It's not just me Oooo Oooo Oooo Oooo The oxidization of my lonely soul Is making me wish I could become whole Stitch up the gashes that you left in me And stop all my gears from rusting Saltwater loves to corrode Reading all the letters I never sent but I wrote That lady with the torch Is keeping you close But oh so far from me You're oh so far from me Everyone wants to have their wishes granted Everyone wants to follow their dreams Everyone wants to be wanted It's not just me It's not just me Oooo Oooo Oooo Oooo
5.
Touch myself and think of you I don't remember how you felt The whiskey clouded all of me Now I'm too sad to fall asleep We both aren't good at sharing beds Or waking up with pounding heads You steal the pillows Steal the sheets Now you won't even call me Ahh ooooo Ahh ooooo Ahh ooooo You think love's a waste of time So I won't give you none of mine I'll keep my lovin' to myself And all your books on my top shelf Ahh ooooo Ahh ooooo Ahh ooooo Little lover boy Little drummer boy Let me tell you a story Little lover boy Little drummer boy Of love and loss and fucking glory

about

'Too Sad to Fall Asleep' was born out of a lot of confusion and pain. I spent the summer allowing myself to sit with my thoughts and my feelings completely unmedicated for the first time in ten years.

These songs are my attempt to make sense of who I am, what I want, and the things that are happening to me and around me. They are about heartbreak, identity, depression, anxiety, loneliness, and the coping mechanisms I turned to when all of these things became too much.

I've been writing songs since I was 9, but I wrote all of the songs on this EP over the summer. I feel like they best describe the artist and person I am at this moment.

They were recorded live in one night in my friends', Holley and Charlie's, apartment. There are no cuts. Guitar and vocals were recorded simultaneously. My voice cracks. My guitar playing isn't perfect. And that is exactly how I want it.

I wanted my first release to feel completely honest, and to me, this does.

Thank you for taking the time to listen to little pieces of my heart.

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released October 10, 2018

Music and lyrics by Corinne (Corey) Bates

Production, mastering, and mixing by Charlie Kovacs

Album art by Katie Olsen

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